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| nothing much |
| 06.25.05 (4:05 pm) [edit] |
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today? umm.. just going to do some stuffs... my other monitor has a "no signal" problem so we're going to carpark plaza to have it fixed.
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| new look!! |
| 06.24.05 (12:11 am) [edit] |
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i've totally changed my image and i'm back to my girly-preppy attitude!!! hehehe!! my blog shows it. :D
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| whew |
| 05.16.05 (5:29 pm) [edit] |
finally! i'm level 50 in Khan online!! wahehehe. i'm so happy!! and i'm wearing QS armor, pants and gloves, though it's not upgraded. sad. but i'm still thinking if i should wear shaoling+3 because my friends says it's much better. hmmmmmmm..
i'm getting lucky with money! i was able to have at least 70k yesterday. :P and one of my friends will give 1m weeeeeeeeeee. wapopopopo.
play again later!
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| Khan Online Blues |
| 05.15.05 (7:06 pm) [edit] |
this is bad.. real bad, khan online has changed a lot lately, it started when the new Terra patch was released, all the bad things happened, like the low drop rates, my character is very poor as a rat now. this is really stupid. maybe i'll just quit when this continues. and to the tankers' part, it really hard because the duel mode can't do anything anymore, you will go back to town whenever you die. this is really shit, and it's because of the new character called "Cleric", they revive dead peeps. but i don't hate that character, because she's french. :P
right now my money is just 25k T__T, and the pots in ID is quit expenisive. T__T i just hope that the GMs will do something about this shit. T__T
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| play all day |
| 05.06.05 (8:39 pm) [edit] |
yesterday, my friend and i had an eyeball with our few Khan online friends! we all met up at between 2-2:30 pm, at the national bookstore at Grand Central. at first we were shy to approach them, then after less than 5 minutes, we finally walked towards them and said hi. and they are nice.
one of the boys gave me a Khan prepaid and i was happy! hehe!! then the other guy treated me 4 hours playing time, but i treated my friend 4 hours playing time, so it's like nothing happened at all. ~__~ hehehe!! but it's ok!
we had so much fun back then, then after the game, we all stood up and our pants were all sweating like hell! hehe! and there's this guy and the shop(who is a very strong player) PMed me and asked my cell number. ^^;
when we were all home already, we were so hungry we ate like pigs who haven't ate anything for centuries!
so that's it for now. ^^
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| loser test |
| 05.06.05 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
^^;
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| how men see me |
| 05.04.05 (10:08 pm) [edit] |
LOL
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| my fashion style.. |
| 05.04.05 (9:55 pm) [edit] |
true! ^_^ i don't follow trends actually. ^_^
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| starting a new day |
| 05.04.05 (7:19 pm) [edit] |
my nightmares are over, my boyfriend and i vowed to never argue again, specially about teeny weeny things. it's not really good to fight always, it's not just making him and me hate each other, but, also making my eyebags bigger and bigger because i always cry lol.
yesterday, we argued for the last time, i stopped it and he stopped it as well, and i was surprised! because he never do that, he doens't always want to lose our battle. but i guess he swallowed his pride this time. the conversation went like this:
(on the cellphone)
Rigor: why didn't you put your sun sim so i can call you?!
Me: because i thought it was completely broken so--
Rigor: didn't i told you that the sun network was just going nuts!?
Me: no you didn't! you even said that you were able to call your friend!
Rigor: yes, but i told you that the network was ju--
Me: NO YOU DIDN'T!
Rigor: aaarrgghh..! i told you yesterday! don't you remember?!
Me: just stop this, this is not making any sense at all!
Rigor: ok ok ok.. stop it now..
Me: ok..
(in this next conversation, my bf always wants me to sleep every afternoon so i will be healthy because i'm thin, he wants me to be chubby :P)
Rigor: hey, did you sleep this afternoon?
Me: yes...
Rigor: what time did you wake up?
Me: at around 4:30?
Rigor: i see, but tell me bhabie, did you really slept? i mean, i'm sure there's a time that you didn't sleep.
Me: no bhabie, i slept every afternoon for three straight days!
Rigor: no, tell me if you didn't, it's ok, i won't argue with you, i promise!
Me: but--
Rigor: if i argue with you, don't ever talk to me again, ok?
Me: but it's true... i'm not lying..
Rigor: are you sure? but bhabie tell me, i won't get mad...
Me: *sigh* i slept ok?
Rigor: sure?
Me: yeah...
*the line disconnects*
then he sent me a text message:
"bhabie i'm sorry if i keep nagging you, but i just want to know if you're still sincere, because, i'm not sure but, maybe you're just lying to me to prevent us from fighting again... i want you to stay the same, stay honest to me ok? i love you.."
then minutes later, he called again:
Rigor: baby, i'm sleepy..
Me: me too, it's late already, you'll be late for work..
Rigor: yeah, you sleep now, ok?
Me: ok..
Rigor: good night, i love you so much... i wish you were here. hey, why don't you come by here tommorrow? i'll be out early in the afternoon..
Me: i'll try.. i love you too. so so so so so so much! *giggles*
Rigor: haha. ok.. bye.
~END!~
lol
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Jammy mode=On
BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!! AT LAST!!! PEACE AT LAST!!! ^_^ the only thing i'm having problems is my stupid pc. ~__~
i love you bhabie. ^_^
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| what color describes me?? |
| 05.03.05 (9:41 pm) [edit] |
Take the quiz: "What Color Best Describes You?"
Pink
Pink can represent...health and love.
You are cheerful and always look out for your friends. You have no problem speaking your mind, and you express your feelings well.
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O_O aha.....ahahahaahahaaaaaa.... ^^;;
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| bored |
| 05.03.05 (7:32 pm) [edit] |
hmmmmmmmmm... boring day, just gonna do some dance practice. well, i think that's just fine than nothing to do.
i'm learning to play the piano, well, it's such a shame because my parents are musicians and i don't know how to play any instrument. _< i also wanna play the guitar, but they said that my fingers are too soft to do that, they told me to stay in the piano. T_T but that's fine with me, and a few voice lessons, hmmmm.. i guess that's enough. XD>
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| walking towards adult stage |
| 05.02.05 (10:15 pm) [edit] |
oh my gaawwssshhhh... it's just a month and it's my 18th bday already!! it's on June 13, i can't believe i'm transforming into a human! weeeeeeee.. and at the same time, my mum will come back home, and we will see each other again, after a year! i'm sOoOoO glad.
i still remember the days when i used to crawl around and eat sand, and the days when i always kiss the ground, and the days when i cry because of the bully kid in our neighborhood and my mum hugs me and kisses me, and of course, when i met my first crush! XD
i browsed my old pictures and i found many pics with my cousins the same as my age. we all look stupid smiling like idiots while holding balloons at a kiddie party. but it was memorabl though. XP aaahhhhh.. those dayysss.
but my childhood days are over, now, i'm physically growing, but not mentally. XP
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| the beauty of online games |
| 05.02.05 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
bad days? i play online games. suicidally depressed? i play online games. when playing online games, my mind is at ease.. i do it when i'm really depressed, everyday is a bad day for me, there's never been a good day, i'm telling yah. ~__~
and not only that, it takes me to the virtual world, the world where i really wanna be, the world that is out of reach by us humans. sheesshhh.. maybe i have completely lost my mind.
so where can you find true happiness?
-at online games. :D
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| relationship |
| 05.01.05 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
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you think it's normal to argue all the time?
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| dreams.. |
| 05.01.05 (7:53 pm) [edit] |
Current mood: neutral
i have a lotsa dreams lined up.. here are a few:
-dreams of becoming a field reporter/news anchor
-dreams of becoming a manga writer/artist(in case you don't now what a manga is, it's a japanese comic book where animes seen on tv came from)
-dreams of becoming a professional dancer/singer/musician(li ke my parents)
well, too many, and impossible to achieve all at the same time.
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| another lonely night.. |
| 04.30.05 (4:56 am) [edit] |
got nothing to do.. just listen to my favorite band called "nightwish".. i like them so much and tarja is beautiful like morticia ferom adams family..
all their songs are great but here are my most favorite song from their latest album, "once":
"Dark Chest Of Wonders"
Once I had a dream
And this is it
Once there was a child`s dream
One night the clock struck twelve
The window open wide
Once there was a child`s heart
The age I learned to fly
And took a step outside
Once I knew all the tales
It`s time to turn back time
Follow the pale moonlight
Once I wished for this night
Faith brought me here
It`s time to cut the rope and fly
Fly to a dream
Far across the sea
All the burdens gone
Open the chest once more
Dark chest of wonders
Seen through the eyes
Of the one with pure heart
Once so long ago
The one in the Big Blue is what the world stole from me
This night will bring him back to me
Fly to a dream...
:+:~:+:~:+:~:+:
"Wish I Had An Angel"
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish...
I`m going down so frail `n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves...
I Wish...
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish...
:+:~:+:~:+:~:+:
why is it sometimes.. nobody listens to you when you explain?.. and it makes you feel that everything you do is wrong..
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| ups and downs |
| 04.29.05 (3:20 am) [edit] |
Current mood: neutral
life is not perfect, it is never perfect, even with the riches people in the world, there is always something missing. but that's not the subject anyway..
why is it that everytime you experience something really good, something bad happens later on? like they say: "there's always a storm after a rainbow" or it's the other way around: "there's always a rainbow after the storm". i guess we have to live in a world like that.. anyway, life is boring without any obstacles.. your life is miserable? think positive! becasue i think it's really quite normal to experience those misery.. crying won't help.. well, it helps a little, to make you feel more better.. but crying your eyes out all the time won't help! sheesshh..
i'm saying this because i've learned my lesson.. i've experienced those troubles mentioned above.. i know now that everything happens for a reason.
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| WHAT A DAY |
| 03.30.05 (2:07 am) [edit] |
my friends and i had an open forum today!! it was quite fun but some of them cried.. hehe.. i've revealed all of my secrets!!! waaaaa!! but it's ok.. they all did the same too.. and i've discovered that some of my friends has hidden crushes on me! ^_^
we also did some "consequences", they ask me to talk to my enemy and bring back our relationship as a friend! it was a success! hihi.. we laughed at a lot of things, some of my friends are kinda shy so they had troubles in doing the consequences.. but anyway, it was really fun..
on the bad side, my boyfriend and i had a fight! he was jealous because i was chatting with a lot of peeps in yahoo messenger. but i told him i love him so much! i will never replace him with someone else! i really love him so much, but he doesn't believe me at all! i don't know what to do.. i said sorry to him many times but he's still flaming mad at me.. TT__TT i'm still waiting for what he has to say to me.. hope he's not angry anymore..TT___TT
Lovelots,
+ J A M M I+
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| whoa.. it's beeeeeen so long eh? |
| 03.28.05 (9:20 pm) [edit] |
OMG!! i haven't updated my blog for ages now.. hehe,.. anyways.. i'm back!!! a lot of things has happened! i got a new boyfriend! but unfortunately, my deddy caught us and now, we're not allowed to see each other! after a year, that's the only time.. hmmmmm.. waaa.. but thank goodness it's ok for my mummy..btw, my mum is coming back here in the Philippines from Germany this coming may!! i'm so excited to see her!
anyway.. today is another boring day! all i do is practice my aerokinesis stuff. maybe i should call up my friends and do some bonding.. don't yah think?
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| *yawns* |
| 11.13.04 (7:22 pm) [edit] |
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heyhey!! what's up with ya?! LOL how's life?? me? BORING~~
hey lookie there! new pix!! hehe...played with the cam. hmmm... finally! i was able to talk to my baby!! i'm sooo happy!! weeee!! i really missed the guy!
my friend is about o make it!! hope she wins!! hahaha!!
-lurve jam.
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| hmmmm |
| 11.10.04 (7:09 pm) [edit] |
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i'm really sad about the virus thingy.. it's a disaster!!! *sobs* well anyway, i'm still lonely and i'm getting crazy because i really miss my baby like hell!! aawwww.. maaannn.. this is...ugh.. i can't take it!!!
my former bestfriend has joined a star search thingy and whew, hope she wins!! she has the potential! she's pretty and all, lacks height though, but it doesn't matter, as long as she has what it takes to be a star, hope she wins!!
last night we took picures!!! me and my family had a picture taking!! haha! including the cats! they're our babies you know, we don't have any babies soo..there! haha! they're so cute! i'll show it to all of you when it developes.
i've watch bruce almighty for a million times now. i really love the newscaster part, where he went blah blah blah! hahahahaha!! i was really laughing my ass out!
i want to see daniel radcliffe in person.
-lurve, jam
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| OMG |
| 11.10.04 (2:35 am) [edit] |
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i heard that some of my friends's PCs are invaded by a virus!! and they're all members of my forum!! Y___Y i put some music on boards but i didn't know it was infected. i said sorry to them and some said that it was ok..Y__Y but i know they're...ugh...i'm really sorry to all!!! Y___Y
one of the admins removed the music, thank god.
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| Dark Love |
| 11.09.04 (9:58 pm) [edit] |
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It is a night of darkness, a song of dark desire,
wolves vent their howls. The beautiful one
rises.
Curling, icy wisps of death shrouds her deathly form,
a lurking wanting.
Her inky black hair cascades over
pale shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
blood streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.
Now a night of ecstasy,
I thirst.
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| whew |
| 11.09.04 (9:27 pm) [edit] |
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hi!!! i woke up on the wrong side the bed this morning...haha!
nothing new actually. we bathe our cats, eat and then watched a movie. my cousin is here and we're gonna to my bestfriend's house to give her a gift, it's her birthday today!!!!
i'm gonna give her a cute wall clock, hehe, hope she likes it, well, i can't think of anything else, if i give her a teddy bear or any stuffed toy, she won't like it, she's not unto those things. so i just thought of giving her a wall clock instead.
my baby's not home yet from his prvince, hope he comes back soon..
hoping some comments.
-lurve, jam.
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About me
Name: Jamie Hill
Nicks: Jammy, Jam, Menggay, Bangenge, Wigglez, kitty, psycho.
Birthdate: June 13, 1987
Age: 18
Location: Beside you..
Status: 50/50
Hair color: Long curly jet black hair..
Eye color: Light brown
Books: Harry Potter
.....i love to eat...
Forum Links
Crimson Moon
School of Witchcraft and wizardry
Gamer Zaibatsu
Vatenkeist
Remaining
Banned
Other Sites
Khan Online
Tantra Online
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
JuneThinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"
 ScaredYour eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
Take the quiz: "what kind of girlfriend are you? (girls only)"
 perfectyou are absolutely perfect. your boyfriend means the world to you, and your determined to keep him forever. your doing a great job, keep it up :)
Take the quiz: "What Gothic Makeup Style Are You?"
VampiricAh, the vampire. Dark and profound, quiet and elegantly different. You blend in with the night, and don't take shit from everyone else about how you should look-your beautiful and you know it.
Take the quiz: "What Elemental Goddess Are You? (With pictures)"
 Goddess Of AnimalsLet's see, you're outgoing and an animal lover. Need I say more? You want to fall in love, but it seems the time just ain't right. (Poor you) You're looking for someone who, when you see on TV a dog or something, screams
Take the quiz: "What is your real name? ( girls only)"
AnetteYou are a smart girl, and know that class, and charm will bring your name to life.
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